I just got a summary of club marks and some select comments from last season that finished in October.
The marks for my ”difficult” top league that I can ref in were not good. It’s my first season at this level and in retrospect I had a hard time.
I think I handled dissent badly at the start. I’ve been a bit unnatural - maybe being polite/hard at the wrong times, and the players have been testing me.
I did have two horrible games with KMI mistakes in front of mentors/assessors and that affected my confidence.
The club comments are the weirdest though. It’s hard to seperate genuine thoughts from loser bitterness. A lengthly whinge about an off the ball incident the coach knew that neither myself or AR saw the start of, where the only choice I had was to stop the game because of the general rukus but neither central player had done enough that we’d seen to be booked. And a “worst of the season” which I’ll wager was from the bottom team when I triple yellowed the bench for dissent!
But of course there are patterns to the comments and my refsec chooses them carefully. Inconsistent foul line was in three and I think that was a problem for me. I struggled changing between leagues and ages game after game, I wasn’t always clear headed and worse, I let myself get distracted by the presence of my mentors and was second-guessing.
What I’m getting at is, club marks, while to be taken with a pinch, can also help us focus on development points